Hear Me Rant

4 years later

2011-11-30T12:50:00.000-08:00

I have to say that these past 4 and a half years have been very blessed being with you. I really thank GOD for bringing my family closer than ever and having found such a wonderful guy in my life. Words can't describe how much we've changed and how our lives have progressed. I'm finally getting my life on track and having something to work towards. All i need to do now is to save and earn a hell lot of moolah $$$. They say some habits die hard, and i really couldn't agree more. I've been struggling with some bad vices and eating behaviors, thus the tremendous weight gain. 10 kg in 4 years is no laughing matter. I can't seem to fight my way back to my old skinny self. Probably cause i'm way too happy with how my life is going on now; great family, awesome bf, etc..

There are bad days when i look back on that i have lost one of my closest guy friend *E and the departure of my bestest friend *Anna. I just want both of you back in my life to share my joys and sorrows. I can't imagine losing both of you, but i did. I can get by my days just fine but with you both by my side, i feel that my journey in life would be better.

I know that my darling Anna will be with my beloved grandmother looking after me and my family, but i just miss you all so much. I know GOD has a better place for them, granting them eternal peace.

To my special *E, i hope we would be as close as before. It hurts to lose you as a friend, knowing that i can't share everything with you anymore. It hurts even more when you don't bother salvaging our friendship like i tried. I hope life has been treating you well.

2011-11-25T12:51:00.000-08:00

I FOUND YOU MY LONG LOST BLOG

IT'S BEEN AWHILE XXX

2008-11-19T20:03:00.000-08:00

<3 quadrupal dates and catch-ups

2008-11-12T19:04:00.001-08:00

KANYE WEST YO!

Love lockdown baybeh

2008-10-06T20:34:00.000-07:00

i feel like seaweed chicken.
i miss my bf.
i am sick, my throat hurts.
i totally feel like skipping school.
i am amazed by this ^.^v haha (it's a happy face with a twist)

2008-10-02T00:10:00.000-07:00

Caught The House Bunny @ E!Hub on tuesday morning.
As in 2.35am in the morning. =/
Had some time before the show
so D & i popped by erin's cousin birthday party at the ntuc chalet.

This totally hilarious conversation happened between Mitch and i :

Mitch : so what show are you gonna watch leo?
Me : House bunny.
Mitch in disbelief : how'd you know i have a rabbit?
Me : huh? you have a rabbit? i'm gonna watch House Bunny.
Mitch : yeah, my rabbit's called Bunny!
Me : -.-

2008-09-23T09:08:00.000-07:00

My pride, my downfall.

2008-09-18T22:18:00.001-07:00

I GOT IT! I GOT IT!

ZOMFG!!!

YAY ME!

(my 18th month anniversary present from D)

2008-09-18T22:18:00.000-07:00

2008-09-02T02:56:00.000-07:00

Dear D,

what would i do without you?

i'm overly dependant on you, i know it

but i'm not regretting it, yet.

thank you love

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i'm so thankful for such wonderful/'almost perfect' parents

although we might have our bad days

i know i will forever be your not-so-little baby girl

2008-09-01T00:31:00.001-07:00

Believe it or not, but i want a DS Lite!
Hot pink. Omg leona you are one deprived child.

2008-08-27T20:48:00.000-07:00

i can't believe anna seow said 'kanna biang'!
haha omfg!

2008-08-20T10:51:00.000-07:00

sann's 21st

SUPER birthday party

we all had to be 'super-something'

'super sex bomb'

2008-08-16T05:17:00.000-07:00

the time of the month is coming
and everything/everyone is getting on my nerve

2008-08-13T15:29:00.000-07:00

I like, Where you sleep,

When you sleep,

Next to me.

I like, Where you sleep,

Here.

Our lips, Can touch.

And our cheeks, Can brush.

Cause our lips can touch,

Here.

Where you are the one, the one, That lies close to me.

Whispers, "Hello, I miss you quite terribly." I fell in love, in love, With you suddenly.

Now there's no place else, I could be, but,

Here in your arms.

2008-08-10T20:12:00.000-07:00

'being there for someone' apparently, is a whole different understanding from you.
i know life is full of ups and downs, but yours is a god damn tower of terror.
sorry but, you have gotta stop it.

2008-08-06T23:21:00.000-07:00

I'm thankful that you're always there for me,

supporting me nomatter what.

I Love You, in ways i never thought i would.

2008-08-05T19:13:00.000-07:00

HARPEEE BURRFFFDAAYYY

SANDRA LIM YI PEI!

2008-07-30T19:54:00.000-07:00

twwenttee fursttt burfffdayy

2008-07-24T20:00:00.000-07:00

note to self ; i miss you terribly
this is what we call a tradegy

2008-07-20T23:44:00.000-07:00

For 21 years and counting =)

2008-07-14T22:06:00.000-07:00

I SIMPLY CANNOT WAIT FOR MY 21ST!!

YEEHAW!!!

SEE U BUNNIES AND BOW TIE BOYS THERE!!

2008-07-11T10:18:00.000-07:00

I'm so sorry for your loss nn.
I know how great a mother's love is and i know it's not gonna be easy.
I wish you well my friend.

On a happier note, today was filled with fun, gossips and laughters.
Great friends, great company. =)

2008-07-10T22:04:00.000-07:00

For all your constant nagging in my ear, i know you only want the best for me.
For all that you've sacrificed for us, i know i mean the world to you.
For all the times you picked me up when i was a mess, the times when you never gave up on me,
the encouragment you gave me,
I am only thankful to have such a wonderful/awesome mother.

I look back on my childhood and thank the stars above.
For everything you gave me, but mostly for your love.

i love you mummy

2008-07-02T23:38:00.000-07:00

ima spin you around, spin you around

2008-06-28T05:20:00.000-07:00

2008-06-27T13:55:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Daddykins!!

May you be blessed with good health and

enjoy your soon-to-come golden years with mummykins! =)

I LOVE THE BOTH OF YOU DEARLY

Poker tonight with my boys! yay!

Wish me luck! Big money Big money!

2008-06-26T19:52:00.000-07:00

omg you are gorgeously/mysteriously sexy and it makes me wanna have your babies

i love you

2008-06-23T22:41:00.001-07:00

waking up for school is a chore

2008-06-05T10:59:00.000-07:00

I did my first facial today and it was mother-fucking painful!
Are they even suppose to squeeze out all your black heads and pimples? Like from what my dermatologist told me, i'm like supposed to apply some pimple cream on my pimple and LEAVE MY PIMPLE ALONE. Omg, my whole facial lasted three fucking hours! Applied six masks in total, some laser light thingy, some oxygen thingy, some steam thingy and god knows what else they did to me while my eyes were closed. The beautician was really nice though, kept asking me if i felt cold or is my mask making me itch, am i scared of the dark? haha
I seriously hope my face is glowing and radiant.
On a lighter note, i really appreciate eze darling for entertaining me when i'm bored and lonely at unearthly hours. Buck up on your 'speed' sucker!

15 more hours, i cannot wait any longer!
Want to have you here in my arms sayang!

2008-06-03T10:55:00.000-07:00

YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I MISS YOU.

i'm needy =(

2008-06-02T14:45:00.000-07:00

So D is back to serving the nation for a week. Worst thing is, he can't book out. What a bummer. Just when my holiday's are here, he has to be locked up in camp. I need to get a job now! Just to earn me some moolah during my 2 weeks break.
I need $$$, i want $$$$, i heart $$$$$! so i can spend even more $$$$$$$ =)
So will someone hire me please! I promise i won't chao work.

imissyouquiteterribly

2008-06-01T12:01:00.000-07:00

ALWAYS KEEP ONE FOOT IN THE RAVE \m/

2008-05-19T08:05:00.001-07:00

My 2nd roll of film.

First one was over exposed =(

enjoy!

2008-05-13T07:42:00.000-07:00

proof that Denis is indeed a camwhore

closet camwhore

2008-05-08T21:13:00.000-07:00

We skipped school for this yo!

2008-05-04T23:51:00.000-07:00

I cannot afford to miss school anymore.

Stay on track Leona!

I miss my monsta d.

2008-04-25T20:45:00.000-07:00

I have no idea to what i have to feel anymore.

2008-04-21T01:01:00.000-07:00

School has been good to me so far.
I'm getting the hang of waking up at 7am in the morning
and sleeping at 1am at night.
I can't believe i'm going on to my 3rd week now.
Leona is officailly a nineTOfive ger ger.

Ok, i'm off to bed. Bye!
(i'm hating maths & science all over again)

2008-04-18T23:06:00.000-07:00

handsome doofus of mine

i love you <3

2008-04-17T19:58:00.000-07:00

Love baby love

It's written all over your face

There's nothing better we could do

Than live forever

Well that's all we've got to do

2008-04-03T13:05:00.000-07:00

I can't believe i'm starting school in 3 days time!!!
School's gonna be a bummer cos it'll be a 9-5 daily routine.
I MUST STUDY HARD I MUST STUDY HARD

2008-03-11T13:00:00.000-07:00

I'm back! and with tonnes of pictures.
redang was awesome!
i'm as red as a lobster and my skin is peeling like fuck!
i seriously got more than i bargained for.
anyhows these are some of the hundreds of pictures we took.

cheers!

fyi, it didnt rain AT ALL at redang. =)

2008-03-02T02:07:00.000-08:00

buh bye stinkapoo!
i'll be leaving for redang in 4 days time!
I SIMPLY CANNOT WAIT!
gonna soak up the glorious sun
and have my tofu skin fried golden brown =)
it'll be our 1yr anni holiday.
so exciting yo.

love you monsta D

2008-02-21T11:40:00.000-08:00

talk

cheap

2008-02-16T22:18:00.000-08:00

I'm back from my Post V-day, with peeektures! =)

We chose Hanabi for dinner and had
Da Paolo's smoked salmon pizza for brunch.

(chey, looking fine yo)

our fav malecamwhore

HANABI!!

glorious chizzu chawanmushi

D's on monster mode

guess who decided to crash our party? haha

(kiddin, coincidentally the boys felt like having sashimi too)

2008-02-15T14:06:00.000-08:00

CNY wasn't too bad for me, not what i had expected but it'll do.
BIG NEWS people, guess who's going back to Scruffy's? Yeah, me.
I had no choice, i hate being broke! and after paying my phone bill with my
ang bao money, i am back to being broke. I'm fine going back to work,
but the thought of committing 2 weekends per week
is just too precious to be wasting it on work. and and and i have
to work for not less than 3 months. Cause i promised. =(
On a lighter note, the overrated day was quite fruitful for us.
D's rich uncle from China gave us $100 ang bao each. =))
Plus a sumptuous 9 course dinner at Jumbo seafood restaurant! yums!
We decided to celebrate V-day today and
to commemorate our very first date. awwwwww... haha.
Da paolo or Hanabi? Idk, guess we'll have both. haha

2008-02-09T02:50:00.001-08:00

makes me wanna have my own holga. =(

2008-02-04T10:31:00.000-08:00

That's right, i love you more than love. =)

2008-01-31T06:51:00.000-08:00

Booooo! i'm back!!!
been too busy and lazy to blog. my life's been pretty mundane, so yeah. But but but, CNY is coming!!
i can't wait, i cant wait!!!
The goodies, the steamboat, the yu sheng, the peranakan food, THE GAMBLING. =)
ok bye

2007-11-15T12:02:00.000-08:00

URGH! I'm having ridiculous food-swings! That's it, i'm gonna resort to pro-anorexia websites. haha, NOT.
But seriously, it's harder to lose weight at 20 than at 18. Why why why is that so? I feel/am a fat slob. Damn.
Thank God for a wonderful bf who is putting on almost as much weight as i am. HEE.

Hello lao sai pills, byebye crunchie... oh so delicious crunchie.

2007-11-05T10:31:00.000-08:00

It seems like you don't give two fucks, how you didn't bother sending me down, acting like you're all fine.
I guess you're better off like this.
I didn't want it to turn out this way, i didn't mean to push it to this extreme.
I wanted to see how much you valued your words, but you turn around and lied.
Well, here's to you and your freedom/happiness. Sorry i couldn't give you none.
Thanks for everything-love/friendship/warmth/patience/understanding etc...

This marks the end of another chapter. Still loving you.
(i know you're gonna read this somehow, but it's my heartfelt words)

2007-11-04T20:18:00.000-08:00

you have no fucking idea

2007-10-29T03:00:00.000-07:00

c a s i n o n i g h t

(old faithful lucky silky shorts)

2007-10-22T00:42:00.000-07:00

PEEK-A-CHEERS!

WEDDING/ZOUK

the girls

the family

the boys

2007-09-29T11:45:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the lack of updates, too farking lazeee to do so.
Many outdated pictures will be up soon (i hope). I AM JUST SO LAZY!
I need some love from down under-Sarah Lek.
Omg, i have a sudden urge for bitching. Like major bitching.
So time for Trio Leo to resurface again.

2007-09-17T01:45:00.000-07:00

I need trio leo company! Where's my trio leo company?!
My weekend was spent at home, my home, Sengkang. D and i caught this movie called "i think i love my wife" on tv-links, quality wasn't too bad though. I mean it's no dvd-9 material but it'll do, especially when playing dai dee with only 2 player's quite entertaining. Dad's leaving for shanghai later on and the bf is over at his friend's place playing mj, leaving me alone and restless.(menstrual mood swings isn't helping either) Oh anyways, i'll be going back to Scruffy's to work on her birthday. I think it's gonna be a blast! Bring on the ciders baby!!! Hogay, tata for now.

2007-09-13T03:00:00.000-07:00

Today my bestfriend called all the way from down under! =)
Today i went to zouk and squeeze myself silly.
Today d and i attempted to take some arty farty shots.
Today i finally tried chipster.
Today my calbee black pepper prawn cracker tasted like seaweed.
Today i was told that i haven't been fulfilling the 5 languages of love.
Today i asked for a simple sweet comment to be left on my
friendster(ok i know it's childish but i cant help it, i've never gotten 1 from you) but i can never seem to get it.
Today made me feel like i'm a lousy girlfriend. My today will end just about now.
Goodbye today, aloha tomorrow.

2007-09-04T16:10:00.000-07:00

I'm totally into bowling now. haha.
Last night made me discover my hidden talent.
I didn't even need to wear those dorky bowling shoes to strike, ooops i mean 3 strikes. xxx
Sadly i had to team up with
mr disusting(spelling error intended) who insisted on throwing his curved balls.
It took him 1 whole game to master that stupid curve ball tactic. -.-
I hafta admit kim was the KILLERXXXX last night.
i guess her hidden talent(more talented than mine) decided to
emerge out and blow us with her backwards roll.
or maybe it's just because mr secret admirer was there. *cough cough* haha.
Sann was SUPER in the initial stage but lost it after awhile.
:( Nevertheless, her slow and steady tactic had me striking yo!(i stole her move)
Last night was highly entertaining and it's a pity my favourite bad girl couldn't join us.
we miss you girlie! Kinda wierd seeing cole without you.
that poor girl, love sick made her tummy turn against her. (i'm kiddin)
Anyway the bottom line is to hurry get your skinny ass back here to stinkapooo!!!!
SARAH LEK CALLING ONCE, TWICE, SOLD... TO LEONA TAN.(that lovely lady on the right who is currently stuck in stinkapoooo!!)

2007-08-18T11:48:00.000-07:00

I <3lovey you; your royal hottness!

xoxo

2007-08-16T11:39:00.000-07:00

Rest in peace baby Bosco. We all will miss you.

2007-08-06T11:48:00.000-07:00

When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up for you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
'Cause you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
'Cause I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus-Your Guardian Angel

2007-08-06T00:50:00.000-07:00

The new gangsta peepz who frequent VD(velvet dragon) haha. alright i was just kidding, that sounded sick. WE DO NOT FREQUENT VELVET DRAGON OKAY!

He's the time taken up, but there's never enough.
He's all that I need to fall into.

2007-08-05T08:43:00.000-07:00

When there's sunshine, we'll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella

;xoxo part-time lover/leo's forever

2007-07-29T13:31:00.000-07:00

Although Ciara couldn't make it and my dad forgot the benz, the party was still awesome. I can never live without my friends, family and transformer d. -leona sings-Transformer, more than meets the eye. ;)

2007-07-26T02:00:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME IN 48 HOURS TIME. WOOHOO!

2007-07-21T07:56:00.000-07:00

I guess ignorance is really bliss. Well, acting like i'm NOT mad at you or assuming that i'll get over it really pisses the shit outta me. All talk and no action = bullcrap. Might as well save your breath and stop abusing the word 'sorry', it really depreciates over time. I know i can be quite difficult and my temper can be a bitch, but all i need is a lil more coaxing, a lil more effort, a lil more ACTION taken. I doubt i'm that hard to please.(any disagreements, feel free to confront me)
Though i'm not the kind who writes long lovey-dovey letters or faints at the sight of roses, but receiving occassional surprises(flowers are a big NO-NO) will leave me smiling for hours.

2007-07-20T01:42:00.000-07:00

More than words.

2007-07-14T02:49:00.000-07:00

Grabbed this off some magazine. haha!

"E(for emo) is a scarlet letter across a guitar strap- a mark of shame or a reason to beg off and plead ignorance"
"Their mantra should be,'nobody understands me'(repeat if needed)"
"The kids that don black hair covering one eye to see the world in a half view"
"Obesity and emos do NOT mix"
"Owning a guitar may help you express yourself in a way that nobody will understand"
"Show your inner despair by looking like you are too sad to eat"

=( so are you emo?

2007-07-06T04:06:00.000-07:00

Finally for once i'm not lagged behind when it comes to new, up and coming movies. I caught Transformers today and boy it was awesome!! I wanna have my own transformer too(just like bumble bee)! hur. Well Megatron aka d, Optimus Prime(me!) is gonna whoop your sorry ass if you ever do misbehave. haha!(i mean it!) Next up for movies, License To Wed. Robin Williams is da man yo!

2007-07-03T05:41:00.000-07:00

Quarrelled with d the day before(i was being petty from a guys point of view) and today he pissed me off so badly that i ended things with him (but we're alright now). i started to think about our r/s on the whole and realised this wasn't what i wanted. i can't deny that he makes me laugh, sayangs me when i'm grumpy, has a wonderful mother, DRIVES(haha), and things were going so well for us but some of his actions prove me otherwise. I'm not gonna go into details but the truth is, second place just isn't good enough for me. as greedy as it sounds, i'm sure every girl would want to be first in her man's life and i'm no exception. in fact i ask for alot more but i've learnt to give and take. i just hope things would go smoothly for us.

imu sleepy monster

2007-06-30T02:15:00.000-07:00

Life has been pretty mundane for me. Read some shit which disappointed me quite abit. no doubt you'll always occupy a lil spot in my heart but the words you dare say to another was very disappointing. I can't say i'm not affected by it. why can't you just go ahead with your fairytale romance and leave ours behind untouched? why do you have to spoil it? ours was pretty perfect from what i remembered(apart from our endless quarrels), but it was our quarrels that made us stronger. i am weak when it comes to you.

Alright, on a happier note, went zouk on friday. and guess what? FREE FLOW PAULANER BOTTLED BEERS! WOOHOO! last year it was e33 and our dear allan/alfred(haha) got e-33ied. it was free flow and he got greedy. tsk tsk.

this was on wed with my darling zhiyang! yes, he's back and he brought home some krispy kremes!

2007-06-28T17:37:00.000-07:00

I can't believe i fell for a loser like you. Just how low and disgusting would you stoop to win back a girls heart? The words 'i love you wholeheartedly', 'you are my only one', 'you are my mrs ***', 'i can't live w/o you', 'i'll wait for you to love me over & over again', 'the day i met you was the best day of my life',etc... all these words seem awfully familiar. And she's right, you can't change. You're still the cheap, useless, hen-pecked, disgusting, any-pussy-will-do guy i know whom i gave my unconditional love to. I refuse to believe what others have said despite knowing your promiscuous history and i'd always find an excuse for you and pass it off as a genuine mistake you've made in the past. Your reputation has been tarnished. It's pretty amazing how you can convince a girl to fall head over heels for you. You have neither cash nor car, not to mention character. all you could offer was your 'undying love'. What a love fool i was. Oh well, at least i'm over it now. Shame on you dickhead.

2007-06-27T05:27:00.000-07:00

Omg, guess who's picking me up from my place now?! Yep yep, mr ow is hot on wheels! This is so exciting!! that doofus of mine just got his license and i haven't seen how good he is on the road. but OMG OMG OMG, this is so fucking exciting!!! alright, i just needed to let my excitement out. byeee, hafta start packing my stuff.

2007-06-22T14:37:00.000-07:00

I woke up early today. alright 1pm isn't exactly early, but it's considered early compared to my usual 4pm. tried to get back to bed but couldn't. work starts at 6 later and i'm too lazy/sleepy/lazy/lazy to get my sorry ass to work. damn, i hate waking up early. MC or no MC?

2007-06-14T04:24:00.000-07:00

So i've been pretty much chilling out with zee, fabby and sanndy these few days. And we decided to head down to zouk today. Sann and i are total virgin's to velvet and on our virgin trip, we totally got puked on. Sick, sick i tell you. Velvet's boring but the drinks are cheep cheep. Nothing much happened. So here's to our boring life. Cheers.

2007-06-05T05:58:00.000-07:00

But each time I try to make a fresh stab

I end up just picking at an old scab

2007-06-04T05:41:00.000-07:00

I'm super tired but i can't get into bed just yet. I hafta wait for this doofus to get home before i can enter lala land. It's taking him forever i tell you! so in order to kill time, i've #1friendster whored #2plucked my brows #3peeed five times #4you-tubed for an hour #5been yawning continuously #6decided to blog about it. AND HE'S STILL NOT BACK. I'm so gonna doze off right now. bye.

//youbedroomgangstayou

2007-05-26T15:41:00.000-07:00

It's been a LONG time since i last partied with Anna Seow, Nicole Desker & Sabrina Tan. haha, Sabrina Tan! So as usual, cheeky's to drink till our heart's content then over to zouk. where all da kool peepz at yo!

He denies of being a camwhore, but i have proof!

2007-05-15T02:25:00.000-07:00

So here's Bangkok my dear friends!

2007-05-10T10:16:00.000-07:00

Goodbye Singapore. Hello Bangkok! =)

2007-05-02T13:41:00.000-07:00

I guess i'm done with you. I'll leave my heart open.

I'm working towards a better me. That lil tyrant in me will be on vacation for good, i hope.
I think the 'heck-care/not be bothered/not gonna think about it' attitude would work for me. haha

2007-05-01T23:30:00.000-07:00

Somehow, i can see history slowly repeating itself. I need to have an attitude check every once in a while. Sometimes i'm totally oblivious to what i say or do. I know it might seem like i'm having a bitchfit or showing you tons of attitude, but i don't mean it. I never intended on 'guai lan-ing' you with my sacarstic remarks. I wish me saying sorry would mean more to you. Honestly, i'm not ready to lose you just yet. But wth, 'chap siao'! heh.

I SO CANNOT WAIT FOR BANGKOK!!!!

-and to you*, yeah, noone can take my shit like you do. you're still the best i've ever had but i'll get over it.

2007-04-25T23:09:00.000-07:00

My menses is taking me on an emotional roller coaster ride. I so need to bitch badly but i don't know who/what i'm gonna bitch about. I think i have too much time at hand, everyone's either in school, at work or abroad. Screw attachments, screw school, screw work, screw nice bf's/gf's. Ok, the last part was me screaming the word "jealous" because i for one have no/little luck with perfect bf's. Their either nice but poor, rich but cheapo, rich but perverted and the combination goes on. They all have one thing in common though, NO FRIGGIN CAR. Omg, i sound like a pathetic materialistic bimbo. FYI, i'm neither materialistic(maybe a lil), pathetic, nor a bimbo. It just suddenly down on me how sick/disgusting boys can be and maybe because of my urge to bitch. ha.
I'm feeling super sensitive/irritating/emotional/short tempered/ah lianish right now.

-i'm sorry if i was being unreasonable/short tempered/irritating. i messed up but wth, SCREW YOU. I seriously cannot stand gemini boys.

2007-04-24T00:24:00.000-07:00

My bruise, the size of a kiwi. Thanks baby.

2007-04-20T13:16:00.000-07:00

(Some pictures to summarize my whole week)

Pre-birthday dinner for mummsie at defu lane. Introducing the famous buttered coconut king crab. And yes, it's as creamy as it looks.

You could just imagine how bored i was at work. yeah, the coasters says it all.
A pretty good attempt on baking an oreo cheesecake for mummsie. =)
You fart, you pick your nose, you have no idea how silly you look when you're trying to break dance.

Alrighty, i'm going back to my tyra show. I so feel like bitching now!!! I don't know why but you have the potential to really irritate the shit outta me. I hate being fuck ass broke!

-ifyouaintgotnomoneygetyourbrokeasshome

2007-04-15T02:58:00.000-07:00

A very Happy Birthday to my oh-so-adorable Kelvin!

i love you, yes i do

=) Long Long & Ryan

hi sexy

I'm still waiting, waiting, waiting for my friggin zouk privilege card. Paying 23 bucks to get yourself squashed and compressed like a can of sardines just isn't worth it. =(

(Please come soon my dear privilege card)

I miss you Sarah Lek!!!! Come back soon!!!!!

2007-04-14T03:33:00.000-07:00

I can't wait to fall in love with you.

2007-03-31T02:50:00.000-07:00

i hate with passion. i hate the sight of you both together. i hate being sore about it.
perfect couple? oh pls, stop fooling those idiots on myspace.

-nobody's gonna love you better, you know that.

2007-03-30T14:40:00.000-07:00

So sarah stayed over last night and ah piang made some new friends. hurray for ah piang! =)

2007-03-26T22:35:00.000-07:00

I think I could like you, I already do
Feelings can grow but they can go away too
You're takin my hand, lookin into my eyes
Don't be in a rush to get me tonight
Feel somethin happenin could this be a spark?
To satisfy me baby gotta satisfy my heart
Do you know how to touch a girl?
If you want me so much
First I have to know are you thoughtful and kind?
Do you care what's on my mind?
Or am I just for show?
You'll go far in this world if you know how to touch a girl
Do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl?
I think I could like you but I keep holding back
Cause I can't seem to tell if you're fiction or fact
Show me you can laugh
Show me you can cry
Show me who you really are deep down inside
Do you feel somethin happenin?
Could this be for real? I don't know right now but tonight we'll reveal
Do you know how to touch a girl?
Bring me some flowers conversation for hours
To see if we really connect and baby if we do
Ooh I'll be givin all my love to
Ooh do you know how to touch a girl

2007-03-26T01:10:00.000-07:00

I saw you with your new girl just yesterday
And I feel that I must confess
Even though it kills me to have to say
I'll admit that I was impressed
Physically just short of perfection
Gotta commend you on your selection
Though I know I shouldn't be concerned
In the back of my mind
I can't help but question
Does she rub your feet
When you've had a long day
Scratch your scalp
When you take out your braids
Does she know that you like too
Play PS2 till 6 in the morning
Like I do

I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away
(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)
Walk Away, Walk Away
(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)

I can't forget how we used to be
Our life from day to day
Hoping maybe you'll come back
And though I tell myself not to be afraid
To move on but it seems I can't
But no other man has given me attention
It ain't the same as your affection
Though I know I should be content
In the back of my mind
I can't help but question
Does he kiss me on the forehead
Before we play
Show up on my doorstep
(with a bouquet)
Does he call me in the middle of the day
Just to say hey baby I love you
Like you used to

The things we did
The way we shared our fantasies
Just you and me
My friend, my love, my family
How did we loose a love that seemed meant to be
Sometimes I kiss her and wish that it was you I'm kissing
Sometimes I miss him and wish that it was you I'm missing
Sometimes I hug her and wish that it was you I was hugging
And I realize how much I'm bugging
I miss you
Walk Away, Walk Away
(I'm Gonna Remember You
Your Gonna Remember Me)

So hard to express this feeling
Cause nobody compares to you
And you know she'll never love you like I do

Paula Deanda - Remember Me

I'm super cranky, grumpy and worst of all. I'm feeling emo!! I hate PMSing.

2007-03-22T05:48:00.000-07:00

Danger driver=joke of the night

Our cab driver from momo to zouk. we irritated the shit outta him. haha. loser.

see what alcohol can do for us and to us.

ST PAT'S DAY @ SCRUFFY'S!
The rowdy crew

Phuture Phun last night ;)

2007-03-09T14:30:00.000-08:00

I love my fritatta!
I love my friends more
One Love
Bad Gurl

I love your moves, baby
Retards
Retardo

2007-03-01T23:26:00.000-08:00

momo has very sexy toilet poster boys. ;)

2007-02-26T14:15:00.000-08:00

Have been feeling under the weather lately. Waking up feeling empty, as if something's missing. I've never woken up feeling like this before, never. Maybe it's the medicine. Oh well, i hope it'll pass. Anyways, here are some of the pictures from zee's birthday. Once again, BABY HAPPY BIRTHDAY. I LOVE YOU!

2007-02-22T23:49:00.000-08:00

With a temperature of 38.2 and a nose running like a broken tap, phuture wasn't as bad as i had expected. Miraculously, i survived. Tell me i'm good. ha.

2007-02-17T17:09:00.000-08:00

I'm beginning to dread going to work. With dickheads for managers can really be annoying. My buddy's leaving soon, and so are my other colleagues. I guess working just wouldn't be as fun anymore. =( Nick, you're my only motivation for work now. (besides the money making part)

Anyway, i busted 20 bucks on zouk and guess who's having zouk privilege now? Yes, that would be me!!!!! I so can't wait for my card to arrive! I'm happy! Happy Reunion dinner everyone!

2007-02-15T22:26:00.000-08:00

Coffee club was superb! The food was yummilicious! I love my FRITTOTO!

2007-02-14T01:24:00.000-08:00

Hello! i'm miss Leona lovealot. =)
Let's love till our heart's content.
I choose to spend this overrated day with my everdearest friends. No fancy restaurants or romantic movie marathons.
Just partyin' till the light's come on. =)) cheers to that!

three dates but none the lover.

<3 I'm saving all my love for you